eviction notice

you made my late night thoughts your home.

i fought to kick you out, yet a part of me was still paying your rent. every. single. day.

and now i’ve suddenly found you’ve moved out on your own, only as i realized somebody else was moving in.

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love never

we accept the love we think we deserve.

i don’t know if i thought i deserved better, or if i thought i didn’t deserve you.. 

i just knew you weren’t mine.

ache

is this heartache? headache? bellyache? i can’t even feel the places you’ve crawled into. my mouth is dry. maybe that’s where i miss you the most.

begin again

and i reconciled myself the way i knew best: i allowed myself to hope. a few seconds of hope, and the waves devoured themselves into a creek, softly rushing away, trickling with excitement until the next time. until the next sigh of relief. until the next tragedy.